Published: July 28, 2025
And on that very day, the hellish bridal training began. Anastasia was so busy she couldnât even take a deep breath. She was drilled in the manners of the upper nobility, proper speech and letter-writing etiquette, singing, dancing, and playing musical instruments.
To prevent any possible injuries, she was strictly forbidden from going outside, not allowed to see her six-year-old younger brother, and even stepping onto the balcony was banned to avoid getting sunburned.
One night, I was called to Anastasiaâs room. It was about three times larger than mine, furnished in a lavish style. In a corner of this big room, my sister looked as if she had shrunk smaller.
â...Iâm getting married, you know. To someone whose face I donât even know. I canât really feel it, but the talks are moving forward rapidlyâitâs terrifying...â
âDonât worry. Iâm sure your fiancĂ©âno matter who he isâwill surely cherish you, Elder Sister.â
I couldnât bring myself to say âhe must be a good person.â I hardly knew this man named Cyrus. My sister trembled again.
â...I heard rumors in high societyâCount Granado. They say heâs terribly difficult, a recluse who hates women.â
âHates women...?â
âYes. Thatâs why he hardly ever appears in social events. No matter how many beautiful ladies invited him to dance, he brushed them off. Heâs as strict as a demon, and apparently the Granado family has only a few attendants.â
Only a few attendants... That actually sounded comfortable to me. The Shadelan Family, being poor nobles, had no servants to fuss over things for us like ordinary nobles did. And as an âunattractive child,â I even mended my own socks. Since Iâd lived like that all my life, I was more used to it than sad. Maybe life wouldnât change much at the Countâs household.
More appealing than a gilded marriage... I briefly indulged in such daydreams, then shook my head. It was Anastasia who would be married off.
âHeâll probably be strict with his wife too. Sigh, I donât think I could manage it. This training alone is tough.â
âItâs alright. Even if youâre a little clumsy, Elder Sister, Iâm sure heâll forgive you with a smile. You can learn more slowly even after you get married...â
âI hate studying! More than thatâwait, look at this, Marie!â
My sister grabbed my hand and took me to the closet. It was as big as my own room, lined with dresses of every color. From the back, she pulled out a wooden box. Inside were various outfits that looked like knightâs uniforms.
âW-whatâs this? You donât mean, Elder Sister, menâs clothes!?â
âNo, these are âwomenâs male attire.â I made them myself. Look at this oneâit has a sternness mixed with a splash of elegance. Isnât it wonderful?â
As she spoke, she held it against my body. Narrowing her eyes, she let out a delighted squeal.
âLovely! Marie, youâre tall, so it suits you. Itâs beautiful!â
âW-what is this all about?â
âHehe, maybe itâs wanting what you donât have. I just adore women who are as cool as menâbeautiful women in male attire! I love it, love it, love it!â
Hugging the clothes and looking up to the sky, Anastasia was radiant.
I murmured in a drained voice,
âElder Sister, you had such a hobby...â
âItâs a secret from Father and Mother. They found out once and threw everything away. They told me to quit such a quirky and disgusting hobby, and gave me boring lacework and embroidery instead. It was so dull!â
Anastasia laughed. Seeing her so happy, I impulsively suggested trying the clothes on. She was delightedâand then closed her eyes.
âOnce Iâm married, I wonât be able to play like this anymore. Iâll be a countess.â
â...Elder Sister.â
â...You know, if the Shadelan Family really falls apart and I have to work, Iâve been thinking Iâd like to open a shop in the royal capital.â
She shoved the clothes back into the box, hid it deep in the closet again, and closed the door.
âHey, Marie. You should use your talents to do what you love.â